My old-oppa has finally lightened up. After me explaining my hurt feelings but healed soul, I guess he decided that I'm not that bad to hang around. The point is that I wanted him to be my friend again and I got it, but I should stop nearly forcing my wants at people... Big no-no...

Saranghae SONEs!!!

Last night, I received the worst of news. Though I believed things were going great for us, oppa was very unhappy. It wasn't specifically me-- it was unknown exactly everything-- he just wants to be alone so that he doesn't hurt me in the process of this unhappiness. 
I have had my heart broken, for this is my first and most enchanting love, but this is how it is to end until I (1) find someone who is "better" <in his words>. and "appreciates me or (2) he for some reason changes his mind.

We can be friends. I beg that he didn't take that away from me, seeing as it's all I have left. He was under the note that i may try to get him back; I agreed to wait to talk to him again when I felt better so that it wouldn't happen like that. So... Wish me luck on MY journey of a healing heart...

Ok. So SoShi rocked New York onstages, on the streets, and in nightclubs. Word is the Yuri is coming back, but I'm not sure why since their trip made them worldwide sensations (hitting over 76 countries' news stations!) it was truly great to say to the nonSONEs "In your face" when They said that no one would care. My teachers are respecting miniSONEs now....
on February 20th, at midnight.... I will be on my way to the SM audition in Chicago (which is really in Wheeling, about 2.5 miles outside of Chicago) I have picked the cutest outfit, which will be posted on my Facebook by midMarch.

FanNote: I'm making a new Facbook with my real Korean name, Kwon Cho-Min. Should be done tomorrow or sometime next month. Friend me!